Molutty...

I know she cares.
I know she will be there for me throughout as long as she is alive.
I know, with her, upon God, I swear there will never be any ego hassles or sacrificing one’s individuality or having to deal with complexes, whatsoever.
I know she can read my thoughts and act upon accordingly. Man, I never had someone like this before.
With her, I definitely enjoy.

And on her part, she makes me feel like she does so too.
Anyways, it feels exhilarating. Since not every time does a guy gets so lucky enough in love to find someone who loves him more than he does himself and who would actually let go of herself away so much, being in love.

Did you know?

"Jungle jungle baat chali hai...
pata chala hai...
Chaddi pahan ke phool khila hai...
phool khila hai..."

This song was written by Gulzar for the animation film 'Jungle Book'.

On making up...

Today we kissed and made up.

Ok... today we kissed, hugged and made out... watching movie together...

And what a day it was. I felt like I lived my entire life in a day.

On being pathetic...

Being castrated, isnt such a nice feeling after all.

I ditched the nicest girl in the whole world yesterday. And I just discovered the big emptiness between my legs.

Hope floats...

...really! And thats the only thing that helps me stay afloat these days...

Its kinda refreshing...

...to be in love. And more so, when you realise someone loves you even more than even you do so...

God, don't let me down ever again.

Writers??!!!

This one's from Mr. Steve Anto.

"There have been a lot of writers then and now, there has also been a lot of readers then and now. Writers can write anything and they have readers to read it. And readers dont read all the writings of all the writers. This makes it possible for many writers to be born who write no original stuff, but the reader who reads this stuff for the first time thinks that the writer has original thinking, which is actually not. So all writers keep copying and writing, and all readers keep reading the stolen writings."


Well, I really don't want to make a comment on that...

Forgive my past, dear...

"Telling the truth is sometimes the toughest thing in the world, not because you are afraid of the consequences but because you foresee the expression in the eyes of someone you love..."

But when someone gets the exact thought you would want to have, and expresses it in a much better way you could ever have, you dont have much choice but to borrow them.

(Borrowed from Alphy's... Thanks once again, friend!)

May be, finally, this could be it…

Wading past sorrows and miseries and heartbreaks…
as I made my way ahead into the darkness, deep and thick…

I see a faint oil lamp, flickering, at the far, far end…
Bravely holding out itself against the wind…

Love always was but a passing breeze…
Unlike now…

This time, its different…
Suddenly, I feel beautiful…

And once again, I am inspired…
To have that last shot at life…

The Sunday Afternoon (Indian short film)

About the film:

2 guys, a girl and a really boring Sunday afternoon. A film by Varun Agarwal.

Waiting Room (Short Film)

About the film:

Sound - Jen Cleary
Camera - Mike Duda
Editors - Richard Krysztoforski & Brian Spach
Written and Directed by Brian Spach

Street Light (Indian Short Film)

About the film:

Street Light is a touching story about a electrical fault in a residential area. The electricity department is receiving calls every day about a electrical fault that needs to be fixed. Finally when the electrician arrives, he is in for a surprise, the man you initiated the complaint has reasons which are not easy to understand..

Hide And Seek - Indian Short Film

A short film by Varun Agarwal

Valentines Day (Short Film)

About the film:

Valentines Day is a short film made by the students of Video Production class at the University of Utah.

A Thousand Words (Short Film)

About the film:

A short love story made by students at Ex'pression College for Digital Arts (Adam Ardans,Tiffany Lo, Travis Munn, Eric Night Pipe, and Darrin O'Hara & Joselito Sering). It has been sent to about 10 different festivals including: Cannes Film Festival, Delta Video Fest, Telluride, and a few others!

Coffee & Donuts (Short Film)

About the film:

After fifty three years of marriage, Eddie and Rosie have been through everything except breaking up. But it may take more than a young couple's words to help a perfect match back along the path to redemption.

Using a Mid-western Neo-realistic-style, "Coffee & Donuts" explores love and romance through the vantage points of two different generations. Real life husband and wife, Jerry and Esther Castellano, play Eddie and Rosie in this romantic comedy by writer/director, Jim Fogarty.

Touch - A very beautiful short film

A spare thought

Goodbye nightmares...
Welcome happiness...

Different forms of the same idea...

Binci wrote:

Julm bhi ham par ho, aur ilzaam bhi
Dard bi hum sahe, aur inkaar bhi

Sofia wrote:

Julm bhi ham par ho, aur ilzaam bhi ham par lage
Dil bhi thode woh humara, aur bewafa bhi hamein kahe

Naaz didi wrote:

Julm bhi ham par ho, aur ilzaam bhi
Julm jab un par ho, hai ham par tab bhi

Meri Maa...

Main Kabhi Batlata Nahin
(I do not say this very often)
Par Andhere Se Darta Hoon Main Maa
(But I am scared of the darkness mother)
Yun Tho Main, Dikhlata Nahin
(Even though I do not show)
Teri Parwaah Karta Hoon Main Maa
(I care for you, mother)
Tujhe Sab Hain Pata, Hain Na Maa
(You know it all, don’t you mother?)
Tujhe Sab Hain Pata.. Meri Maa
(You know it all, my mother?)



Bheed Mein Yun Na Chodo Mujhe
(Don’t leave me in the crowd in such away)
Ghar Laut Ke Bhi Aa Naa Paoon Maa
(That I can’t find my way back home)
Bhej Na Itna Door Mujkko Tu
(Don’t send me so far away)
Yaad Bhi Tujhko Aa Naa Paoon Maa
(That I cant even get to remember you)
Kya Itna Bura Hoon Main Maa
(Am I that bad mother?)
Kya Itna Bura Meri Maa
(Am I that bad my mother?)



Jab Bhi Kabhi Papa Mujhe
(Whenever papa takes me)
Jo Zor Se Jhoola Jhulate Hain Maa
(To go swinging)
Meri Nazar Dhoondhe Tujhe
(My eyes try finding you out)
Sochu Yahi Tu Aa Ke Thaamegi Maa
(Thinking you would come and hold me)
Unse Main Yeh Kehta Nahin
(I don’t tell that to him though)
Par Main Seham Jaata Hoon Maa
(But I withdraw within myself mother)
Chehre Pe Aane Deta Nahin
(I don’t allow that feeling to come on to my face)
Dil Hi Dil Mein Ghabraata Hoon Maa
(I keep within myself, but I do get frightened)
Tujhe Sab Hai Pata Hai Naa Maa
(You know everything mother)
Tujhe Sab Hai Pata Meri Maa
(You know everything my mother)



Main Kabhi Batlata Nahin
(I don’t tell it usually)
Par Andhere Se Darta Hoon Main Maa
(But I am scared of the darkness)
Yun To Main, Dikhlata Nahin
(Even though I do not show)
Teri Parwaah Karta Hoon Main Maa
(I care for you, mother)
Tujhe Sab Hain Pata, Hain Na Maa
(You know everything mother)
Tujhe Sab Hain Pata… Meri Ma
(You know everything my mother)