A vague encounter..

As we walked, hand in hand, along the lonely corridors of the national museum, a moment's impulse prompted me to pull her towards me and she quite (un)willingly put her hands around me.

But as we were in the process of drawing comfort from each other, my eyes caught this little child's head, popped out of nowhere, followed by heavy footsteps of maybe its entire family members.

I disengaged myself and steadied her.

I took her hands and ran towards the next nearest spot that gave us a little privacy. And once there, we laughed our lungs out.

Man, was that embarrassing?!!

An achievement, so called...

When I finally I did receive my medal, it was from a junk dealer's place (where I found it) as a thoroughly rejected piece of crap. It had lost its luster. But I still took it.

At home I kept in on the mantelshelf along with my other achievements. I saw this one as my biggest prize ever. To me it was the remainder of the dream I once had. And it was mine after all.

Children of sin...

On the faces of her children,
she strained to read her bright future...

But the stars that shone,
led her back to her own past,
and blinded her with its glare...

Teenage Trails (Trivia)...

Years ago. 13 years to be exact. He first smelt sperm. And on the same day, a few minutes before he smelt sperm, he discovered masturbation.

Molutty...

I know she cares.
I know she will be there for me throughout as long as she is alive.
I know, with her, upon God, I swear there will never be any ego hassles or sacrificing one’s individuality or having to deal with complexes, whatsoever.
I know she can read my thoughts and act upon accordingly. Man, I never had someone like this before.
With her, I definitely enjoy.

And on her part, she makes me feel like she does so too.
Anyways, it feels exhilarating. Since not every time does a guy gets so lucky enough in love to find someone who loves him more than he does himself and who would actually let go of herself away so much, being in love.

Did you know?

"Jungle jungle baat chali hai...
pata chala hai...
Chaddi pahan ke phool khila hai...
phool khila hai..."

This song was written by Gulzar for the animation film 'Jungle Book'.

On making up...

Today we kissed and made up.

Ok... today we kissed, hugged and made out... watching movie together...

And what a day it was. I felt like I lived my entire life in a day.

On being pathetic...

Being castrated, isnt such a nice feeling after all.

I ditched the nicest girl in the whole world yesterday. And I just discovered the big emptiness between my legs.

Hope floats...

...really! And thats the only thing that helps me stay afloat these days...

Its kinda refreshing...

...to be in love. And more so, when you realise someone loves you even more than even you do so...

God, don't let me down ever again.

Writers??!!!

This one's from Mr. Steve Anto.

"There have been a lot of writers then and now, there has also been a lot of readers then and now. Writers can write anything and they have readers to read it. And readers dont read all the writings of all the writers. This makes it possible for many writers to be born who write no original stuff, but the reader who reads this stuff for the first time thinks that the writer has original thinking, which is actually not. So all writers keep copying and writing, and all readers keep reading the stolen writings."


Well, I really don't want to make a comment on that...

Forgive my past, dear...

"Telling the truth is sometimes the toughest thing in the world, not because you are afraid of the consequences but because you foresee the expression in the eyes of someone you love..."

But when someone gets the exact thought you would want to have, and expresses it in a much better way you could ever have, you dont have much choice but to borrow them.

(Borrowed from Alphy's... Thanks once again, friend!)

May be, finally, this could be it…

Wading past sorrows and miseries and heartbreaks…
as I made my way ahead into the darkness, deep and thick…

I see a faint oil lamp, flickering, at the far, far end…
Bravely holding out itself against the wind…

Love always was but a passing breeze…
Unlike now…

This time, its different…
Suddenly, I feel beautiful…

And once again, I am inspired…
To have that last shot at life…

The Sunday Afternoon (Indian short film)

About the film:

2 guys, a girl and a really boring Sunday afternoon. A film by Varun Agarwal.

Waiting Room (Short Film)

About the film:

Sound - Jen Cleary
Camera - Mike Duda
Editors - Richard Krysztoforski & Brian Spach
Written and Directed by Brian Spach

Street Light (Indian Short Film)

About the film:

Street Light is a touching story about a electrical fault in a residential area. The electricity department is receiving calls every day about a electrical fault that needs to be fixed. Finally when the electrician arrives, he is in for a surprise, the man you initiated the complaint has reasons which are not easy to understand..

Hide And Seek - Indian Short Film

A short film by Varun Agarwal

Valentines Day (Short Film)

About the film:

Valentines Day is a short film made by the students of Video Production class at the University of Utah.

A Thousand Words (Short Film)

About the film:

A short love story made by students at Ex'pression College for Digital Arts (Adam Ardans,Tiffany Lo, Travis Munn, Eric Night Pipe, and Darrin O'Hara & Joselito Sering). It has been sent to about 10 different festivals including: Cannes Film Festival, Delta Video Fest, Telluride, and a few others!

Coffee & Donuts (Short Film)

About the film:

After fifty three years of marriage, Eddie and Rosie have been through everything except breaking up. But it may take more than a young couple's words to help a perfect match back along the path to redemption.

Using a Mid-western Neo-realistic-style, "Coffee & Donuts" explores love and romance through the vantage points of two different generations. Real life husband and wife, Jerry and Esther Castellano, play Eddie and Rosie in this romantic comedy by writer/director, Jim Fogarty.